bloodtobleedx

girls are the suck, they are good at fucking with your head.........


why though?


emo andrew </3

*toself*

yea whatever i just wont let myself get too attached too easy, dont want to feel like shit again...


*almost seven months later*

would you look at that, same place i was this time last summer.....


why me??

fallingoutoflovesucks.

yay for days you wish you never woke up for ........

its not even noon yet ...

"it started out with a kiss how did it end up like it ? it was only a kiss... "




wonder if you hear that and think about the things i do ....




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so its become apperent ive been living a lie.....

im not as good of a biker as i like to think i am.....fucked up a commercial chance....


quit time ??? yea.... soon i think .....


its strange how the one thing you love can be the same thing you hate ....

last time i thought of you i felt empty..

now that i saw you, i feel alone....

_A

I promise i would'nt get out of the way.

i hope somebody knows what im talking about ....

115 monday morning, still a bum...






trying atleast.

_A </3

i miss you...

wish i could find words to tell you, but you would'nt belive me anyways .....

hopefully i can figure something out .....

Hrmmm updates with me ...

droped out of school today, meh

no shows in quite some time
hungry
sitting here
its hot outside
well thats about it with me, i have work tonight....yippy

_A </3

what a fucking nuts night. all i have to say to that :D

dave if you read this, call me!! i lost your number when i got a new phone :( along with many others...im a sad panda....

<3 im rather content :D

miss you .....

" your my best friend dude, i dont know if i ever told you that... "

" Andrew I LOVE YOU! "

two things i dont care to hear unless you actually mean it. FUCK YOU.

fin. </3

soooo tommorow seans birthday, happy birthday to him..

but ofcourse we got into another fight today, why does he always have to be on my case about completely stupid shit?

fridays my birthday ( for those of you who dont know )

and i have a fucking funeral to go to, yay...happy birthday.

meh...

fuck whats going on right now too, i hate the situation...
please dont post comments about it, those of you who know, know.
keep it that way.

fin. </3

the word "sorry" means nothing, espically comeing from you 3 months after the fact.

it seemed like nothing even happend....

" sorry for leading you on "

fin.

blah

fuck LJ

this is why i stoped useing it anyways....

i hate the internet....

so tonight basicly sucked.

i decieded its not worth my time to worrie about and only one person knows what im talking about... and thats dave.... i dont understand how or why it got to this point, but i hope in the morning i dont care anymore...


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day 6 starts in about 20 minutes, im doing alright :D

i got a book today, maybe it will help keep me sain, and tommorow i have a job interview at jacob, yes the chicks clothing store, im pretty stokked about that lol

talked to my dad, that was interesting, he relized hes a shitty dad, im happy for that. hes actually taking time off work to come see me and talk to me becuase he feels bad....thats pretty kick ass

other then that ive beendoing my school work and staying clean

who knows, maybe thursday i might see deb, we'll see how the week goes

4 days in, sober!

yay, im proud of myself

so brent pissed off ana's boyfriend and made him come back and try to fight all of us

interesting idea, i just decided not to do anything lol

other then that i had an awasome night, island was amazing

:D <3

_A

so last night was interesting, im unsure with what else to say on this topic......

i managed to get kinda fucked up which was good i guess..


_A ..

i never said..


i'll miss you....